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    September 13

    Sunday Blues

     
    Sunday, a day I should like but don't..If I had my way I would skip it..Sunday is supposed to be a day of rest and peace, but for me it is a day of unrest, uneasiness and the blues. Maybe it would be different if I had something to look forward to. But, that is simply not the case these days. So, all I can do is try to stay in the moment, not think about the past or future and get through this day..
    June 28

    回忆

    回忆 在时间里沉淀
    时间 在回忆中消失
    触感 在重覆中麻木
    我们 在麻木中重覆
    爱情 在指缝间承诺
    指缝 在爱情下交缠
    没有在拥有中挣扎
    拥有 在挣扎里回忆
    穿着 雪白而空荡你的衬衫
    躺在 空荡而雪白我们的地上
    嚼着 重覆而无聊的口香糖
    跟你 无聊而重覆地跑到街上
    给我 假如时间是一条弧线
    给你 我们将在周围的另一边再开始
    开始一段结束
    结束一段开始
    没有我 没有你
    没有天 没有地
    在天和地之间你早就说了
    我们本来就是一个游戏
    June 10

    lost


    lost_love1

    I wish there was some way
    To take the pain from you
    To fight your battles, heal the scars
    But there is nothing I can do

    I'm doing the best I can
    To get you through each night
    But I can't seem to cheer your heart
    There's something holding on to you so tight

    I don't know what to say

    I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
    I don’t know where I stand
    I don’t know what you want from me
    Or if you care at all

     

    I just want you to be happy again.

    And stop the tears and guilt

    You are blameless, my dear


    March 23

    老了。。

    真的要变成金三顺了。。Sad
    March 01

    <<Stay The Same>>


     Joey Mclntyre
     Don't you ever wish
     You were someone else
     You were meant to be
     The way you are exactly
     Don't you ever say
     You don't like the way you are
     When you learn to love yourself
     You're better off by far
     And I hope you always
     Stay the same
     'Cause there's nothing
     About you I would change
     I think that you could be
     Whatever you wanted it to be
     If you could realize
     All the dreams you have inside
     Don't be afraid
     If you've got something to say
     Just open up your heart
     And let it show you the way
     Don't you ever wish
     You were someone else
     You were meant to be
     The way you are exactly
     Don't you ever say
     You don't like the way you are
     When you learn to love yourself
     You're better off by far
     And I hope you always
     Stay the same
     'Cause there's nothing
     About you I would change
     Believe in yourself
     Reach down inside
     The love you find will set you free
     Believe in yourself
     You will come alive
     Have faith in what you do
     You'll make it through
     Ooh...
     Hi...
     Oh-yeah
     You were meant to be
     Ooh...
     Love yourself
     And I hope you always
     Stay the same
     'Cause there's nothing
     About you I would change
     No. There's nothing
     About you I would change
     Don't change

    February 28

    The way you look at me

    No one ever saw me like you do
    All the things that I could add up too
    I never knew just what a smile was worth
    But your eyes see everything
    Without a single word


    Cause there's something in the way you look at me
    It's as if my heart knows
    YOui're the missing piece
    You make me believe that there's nothin'
    in this world I can't be
    I never know what you see but there's
    somethin' in the way you look at me

    If I could freeze a moment in my mind
    It'll be the second that you
    Touch your lips to mine
    I'd like to stop the clock
    Make time stands still
    Cause baby yhis is just the way
    I always wanna feel

    I don't know who you are
    I feel different in your eyes
    All I know is it happens every time

    The way you look at me

    February 23

    What my NAME means? From facebook

    L : Everyone loves you

    U : You really like to chill.

    N: You like to drink.

    A: You like to drink

     

     totally disagree

     

     

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    A: You like to drink
    B : Everyone wants you
    C : You are really silly
    D : You like to drink.
    E : Damn good kisser.
    F : You are dead sexy.
    G : You never let people tell you what to do.
    H : You have a very good personality and looks.
    I: You Are Great in bed.
    J : People Adore you
    K : You're wild and crazy.
    L : Everyone loves you
    M : best kisser ever.
    N: You like to drink.
    O: awesome kisser.
    P : You are popular with all types of people.
    Q : You are a hypocrite.
    R : Fuckin crazy.
    S : Easy to fall in love with.
    T : You're loyal to those you love.
    U : You really like to chill.
    V : You are not judgemental.
    W : You are very broad minded.
    X : You never let people tell you what to do.
    Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.
    Z : Always ready

    February 09

    IELTS

    Start preparing  for IELTS test..
     
     Target score: all above 7..
     
    JIA YOU
    February 07

    崭新

    又一次独自走在那条熟悉的街道,
    这里的一草一木,甚至是迎面吹来的风都充满熟悉的味道。
    我回味着。。
    发觉,少了什么。。
    。。。。
    原来是那份久违的伤感。。
     
    曾几何时,
    那个总是一个人哭着回家的女生,
    今天终于可以重新面对过去,面对回忆,面对那个不开心的自己。
    我真的很庆幸。。
    原来,
    什么事情都会过去,
    什么事情都可以放下,
    什么事情都会随着时间慢慢淡化的。。
     
    此刻的我
    轻松坦然。。
    突然发觉还有好多事情等着自己去做,
    好多朋友等着去见,
    好多愿望还等着去完成。。
    像是8年前那个刚刚来到这里的我。。
    积极兴奋。
     
     
    真的要感谢我最爱的老爸老妈,
    一个多月的无微不至,
    那份久违的宠爱换来了一个崭新的我,
    让我觉得没有什么比拥有你们的爱更幸福的。
    好爱你们。;)
     
     
    PS 谨此也献给我的两个还在感情世界挣扎的好姐妹。
         希望她们很快变得开心起来。。
     
    November 10

    Jia You!!

    exam!!
    The Final War for 2008..
    Study hard!
    October 26

    学会放弃

    学会放弃,在落泪以前转身离去,留下简单的背影;
    学会放弃,将昨天埋在心底,留下最美好的回忆;
    学会放弃,让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始,遍体鳞伤的爱并不一定就刻骨铭心。
    这一程情深缘浅,走到今天,已经不容易,轻轻地说声再见,真的很感谢,这一路上有你。曾说过爱你的,今天,仍是爱你。只是,爱你,却不能与你在一起。每一份感情都很美,每一程相伴也都令醉。
     
    感情是一份没有答案的问卷,苦苦的追寻并不能让生活更圆满。
    也许一点遗憾,一丝伤感,会让这份答卷更凄美吧
    该舍弃的时候就要舍弃,也许不心甘不情愿,
     
    也许难过也许伤心,逝去的过往带来的伤口总会稀释的。
    许多的事情,总是在经历以后才会懂得。
    如感情,痛过了,才会懂得如何保护自己;
    傻过了,才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃,在得到与失去中慢慢地认识自己。
    爱情不是生命中的全部,用心对待一切,让人生无憾。生命中还有更多美好的东西值追求
    October 16

    Doesn't Matter

    should it matter?
    ........
    It doesn't really matter any more..
    September 28

    And I know


    In every person's life
    There is a moment when they love blindly
    And I know
    You won't love me anymore
    But I won't forget
    The time we spent together
    Because I had given you
    My heart and soul

    And I know you will forget
    All the love songs you dedicated to me
    And I know your heart
    Has other pictures of love - not only mine
    And I won't blame you anymore
    When I see you with another
    So in love

    There is a moment in your life
    When you truly did love me
    And only thought of me
    Although that moment is gone
    I will always remember
    That once in my life
    You were truly mine

    August 12

    当我又想起你。。。。

    当我又想起你。。。。
    July 31

    我也不想这样


    我也不想这样
    忽然间 毫无缘故 再多的爱
    也不满足 想你的眉目
    想到迷糊 不知不觉让我中毒
    忽然间 很需要保护
    假如世界一瞬间结束
    假如你退出 我只是说假如
    不是不明白 太想看清楚
    反而让你的面目变得模糊
    越在乎的人 越小心安抚
    反而连一个吻也留不住
    我也不想这么样 反反复复
    反正最后每个人都孤独
    你的甜蜜变成我的痛苦
    离开你有没有帮助
    我也不想这么样 起起伏伏
    反正每段关系都是孤独
    眼看感情变成一个包袱
    都怪我太渴望得到你保护
    忽然间 毫无缘故 再多的爱
    也不满足 想你的眉目
    想到迷糊 不知不觉让我中毒
    忽然间 很需要保护
    假如世界一瞬间结束
    假如你退出 我只是说假如
    不是不明白 太想看清楚
    反而让你的面目变得模糊
    越在乎的人 越小心安抚
    反而连一个吻也留不住
    我也不想这么样 反反复复
    反正最后每个人都孤独
    你的甜蜜变成我的痛苦
    离开你有没有帮助
    我也不想这么样 起起伏伏
    反正每段关系都是孤独
    眼看感情变成一个包袱
    都怪我太渴望得到你保护
    我也不想这么样 反反复复
    反正最后每个人都孤独
    你的甜蜜变成我的痛苦
    离开你有没有帮助
    我也不想这么样 起起伏伏
    反正每段关系都是孤独
    眼看感情变成一个包袱
    都怪我太渴望得到你保护
    July 11

    good luck

    Exam tml....
    Good luck to myself...
    July 06

    to be loved

    i can see your face everywhere i look
    but everywhere is nowhere without you
    what seemed to be like days
    was just a moment in time
    but it meant the world to me
    cuz i knew

    what i have been searching for all of my life
    i had it right here - in front of my eyes
    and what i have wished for was nothing compared
    to what i received - when you were here with me

    and if you will never come back
    and today was all that we had
    and if i will not see - tomorrow with you in my arms
    it will not matter because
    now i know what it is like to be loved

    you are so far away but i feel you so near
    it is like you never left me - never said good bye
    i can hear your voice in the crowd
    i can feel you touch me right now
    i can see you smile when i close my eyes

    and i hold on to that every night
    to help me understand - when i ask myself why
    of all the people out there - you chose to be with me
    to share a love so rare

    what a beautiful thing - to feel your love within
    like a child that sees the sunshine on the first day of spring
    just to know it is true - there is someone like you
    who can make me believe there is nothing i can not do
    June 01

    时间

    渐渐发现,
    时间像是河流,
    慢慢冲走了心中一度只热的感情,
    也冲走了曾经那份对爱情的执着和期盼。。
     
    记忆伴着泪水,
    随着时间河流,无声的流向远方。。
     
    带走了我的快乐,
    冲走了我的希望,
    平淡了我的怨恨,
    淹没了我的热情。。
     
    此刻的我,
    只能默默的挥别一切,
    继续我剩下的人生。。
    May 06

    是你吗?

    什么时候起,
    你变成了自己眼中的弱者,
    什么时候起,
    你变成了自己最讨厌的人,
    什么时候起,
    开始习惯一直叹气,
    什么时候起,
    总是一个人在回家的路上哭个不停。
    什么时候起,
    当我和你四目相视时,竟然看不到一丝任何当初那个快乐女孩的影子。。
     
    你究竟怎么了?
    不是说好要开开心心的过日子吗?
    不是讲好忘记一切,重新开始吗?
    为什么还是这个死样子!
    你的眼泪就这么不值钱吗!
    醒醒吧~
    没有时间了~